Author Archives: randomstwet

Learn to accept my trauma

Yeah, I have coping mechanisms to think negative ly, I just feel tired, and whining too much. I just felt tired, I felt lost, and feel behind all of my peers. I even see most people buying house and have it before 30, yet I still struggle to even able to buy a computer withoutContinue reading “Learn to accept my trauma”

Never become University Professor: You will regret it.

Never ever become University Professor ever.. It’s a bad move. If you want become one, make sure either you are rich or your parent is rich or you able to die with small stipend or you have your own company that make you rich. Don’t go in if you have neither of those or ableContinue reading “Never become University Professor: You will regret it.”

Lesson Learned and Redirection : Career, Love, Dream, Future

So here we are in 2026! I never expect that 2026 will come this fast. I remember that I experienced a lot of grinding, career switch/moving, break up, don’t trust in love/marriage, lay off, uncertainty, and doubt. The Q4 2025 is the first time I ever felt desperate in my life, where I got laidContinue reading “Lesson Learned and Redirection : Career, Love, Dream, Future”

Laundry Soap Used, No Apology

Okay, “Laundry Soap Used, No Apology” is a pretty funny title, and I never expected to be writing it for a blog post. Honestly, this might be the dumbest thing I’ve ever written, but I need to get it out so I can think clearer and make better decisions. I’m actually pretty annoyed and madContinue reading “Laundry Soap Used, No Apology”

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