Yeah, I have coping mechanisms to think negative ly, I just feel tired, and whining too much. I just felt tired, I felt lost, and feel behind all of my peers. I even see most people buying house and have it before 30, yet I still struggle to even able to buy a computer withoutContinue reading “Learn to accept my trauma”
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Lesson Learned and Redirection : Career, Love, Dream, Future
So here we are in 2026! I never expect that 2026 will come this fast. I remember that I experienced a lot of grinding, career switch/moving, break up, don’t trust in love/marriage, lay off, uncertainty, and doubt. The Q4 2025 is the first time I ever felt desperate in my life, where I got laidContinue reading “Lesson Learned and Redirection : Career, Love, Dream, Future”
Laundry Soap Used, No Apology
Okay, “Laundry Soap Used, No Apology” is a pretty funny title, and I never expected to be writing it for a blog post. Honestly, this might be the dumbest thing I’ve ever written, but I need to get it out so I can think clearer and make better decisions. I’m actually pretty annoyed and madContinue reading “Laundry Soap Used, No Apology”
Old Computer – NEED FIX
HAH…. old computer need repasting and some thermal pad…. and the condition isn’t that good… want to have a new computer but looking at investment portfolio return is not reaching target… haiyah…
Value of Men
The real value of man comes from his ability to provide in term of monetary, and it should be abundant. If he can’t do that, then what is the point of living as useless as possible?
Teeth problem
Ah my teeth fell of… 😔
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Growing in community : It’s hard
Well, growing in a church community is also hard, when you, yourself have your own idea, it’s so hard that we need to go out to learn to manage our expectations and feeling. Suddenly you attracted to a member, but then they reject you. 😂 Well I think it’s better to focus just to GodContinue reading “Growing in community : It’s hard”
A Simple Confession : How hard I face my life and my own identity
This year, I turn 29—more than halfway through the typical workforce lifespan of 50-60 years. I grew up in a broken family. My father, once a successful inventor and businessman, faced bankruptcy due to family disputes and economic hardship. My mother passed away due to the stress caused by my father’s failed business, and IContinue reading “A Simple Confession : How hard I face my life and my own identity”
Simple Random Tweet Here and There 