Yeah, I have coping mechanisms to think negative ly, I just feel tired, and whining too much. I just felt tired, I felt lost, and feel behind all of my peers. I even see most people buying house and have it before 30, yet I still struggle to even able to buy a computer withoutContinue reading “Learn to accept my trauma”
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Never become University Professor: You will regret it.
Never ever become University Professor ever.. It’s a bad move. If you want become one, make sure either you are rich or your parent is rich or you able to die with small stipend or you have your own company that make you rich. Don’t go in if you have neither of those or ableContinue reading “Never become University Professor: You will regret it.”
Lesson Learned and Redirection : Career, Love, Dream, Future
So here we are in 2026! I never expect that 2026 will come this fast. I remember that I experienced a lot of grinding, career switch/moving, break up, don’t trust in love/marriage, lay off, uncertainty, and doubt. The Q4 2025 is the first time I ever felt desperate in my life, where I got laidContinue reading “Lesson Learned and Redirection : Career, Love, Dream, Future”
Laundry Soap Used, No Apology
Okay, “Laundry Soap Used, No Apology” is a pretty funny title, and I never expected to be writing it for a blog post. Honestly, this might be the dumbest thing I’ve ever written, but I need to get it out so I can think clearer and make better decisions. I’m actually pretty annoyed and madContinue reading “Laundry Soap Used, No Apology”
Teeth problem
Ah my teeth fell of… 😔
Growing in community : It’s hard
Well, growing in a church community is also hard, when you, yourself have your own idea, it’s so hard that we need to go out to learn to manage our expectations and feeling. Suddenly you attracted to a member, but then they reject you. 😂 Well I think it’s better to focus just to GodContinue reading “Growing in community : It’s hard”
Sometime you aim to high
Well, Sometimes you need to guard your feelings and what do you expect for life… It’s always bad things to keep expect somethings…. That isn’t possible….
Boarding House : Mood swingger Land Lord – Result into unstable condition
It’s been around 1 year ago, I got a new job and move to different city, and paying for shared housing with a land lord owned house. At first, the land lord is kind enough, and very supportive toward me and filling a lot of things that I need. The price range between middle rangeContinue reading “Boarding House : Mood swingger Land Lord – Result into unstable condition”
Rumors : I learn something new
So in short, I learn something, I trust rumor so much, and it hurts when I check it that I can’t prove it when someone ask for the real evidence of the rumors… I think I should re think about it… also gossip… well.. it never grow old that it’s not good one… Well IContinue reading “Rumors : I learn something new”
Help Others doesn’t always the way we want
So long story short, I tried to help an old colleague, and it doesn’t end well, welp, everyone want to help, but not always as we need or as we expected. I just hope everything can go well. God bless.
Simple Random Tweet Here and There 