So here we are in 2026! I never expect that 2026 will come this fast. I remember that I experienced a lot of grinding, career switch/moving, break up, don’t trust in love/marriage, lay off, uncertainty, and doubt. The Q4 2025 is the first time I ever felt desperate in my life, where I got laidContinue reading “Lesson Learned and Redirection : Career, Love, Dream, Future”
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Value of Men
The real value of man comes from his ability to provide in term of monetary, and it should be abundant. If he can’t do that, then what is the point of living as useless as possible?
Growing in community : It’s hard
Well, growing in a church community is also hard, when you, yourself have your own idea, it’s so hard that we need to go out to learn to manage our expectations and feeling. Suddenly you attracted to a member, but then they reject you. 😂 Well I think it’s better to focus just to GodContinue reading “Growing in community : It’s hard”
A Simple Confession : How hard I face my life and my own identity
This year, I turn 29—more than halfway through the typical workforce lifespan of 50-60 years. I grew up in a broken family. My father, once a successful inventor and businessman, faced bankruptcy due to family disputes and economic hardship. My mother passed away due to the stress caused by my father’s failed business, and IContinue reading “A Simple Confession : How hard I face my life and my own identity”
Quite Stressful
I seen people laying off, and because of my mistake, project isn’t goaled. It’s sucks.. What GOD want from me? Is it really not time yet?
I will be frank, Small laptop or sub notebook with powerful CPU and good battery life seems good for me to do my work. I just dream if X220 ever get new CPU, I really love it.. just 51nb and xueyao/xyte built is out of my price range, I can’t afford it at all… It’sContinue reading
If you ask whether I’m quite desperate. To be honest, I’m. But I need to move forward no matter what. I need to grow, and student need to grow. Let us grow…